Family

They say blood is thicker than water. Then, why does my water family treat me better than my blood one? Why do they stand behind me and appreciate the efforts I make?

Some members of my family have exiled me for reasons they feel are justifiable. But, I think they've overreacted and stooped to a new kind of low. What they've done is inexcusable and unforgettable. I'd say unforgivable, but I'm a very forgiving person.

It hurts my heart that we don't speak to each other. I miss her like crazy and I miss her baby, too. She'll probably never know that, but...I had to write it.

Late nights

I love to stay up late. It's wearing me thin though. I get caught up in "crusader" like activities and just get so riled up. It's not healthy. I need to get to sleep, but how can I sleep when there are so many problems in the world that I am not doing anything about, besides blogging that I need to get up and do something. I hate the mentality of the world that compels people to think that their thoughts and actions won't make a difference, I know they will. But, I am on the fence because I honestly just don't know what to do. I know I don't have a flurry of followers on my blog. I know I don't particularly blog about anything interesting, but so many things are going through my mind it is next to impossible to drift off into a peaceful slumber.

I wish the weight of the world wouldn't sit so heavily on my mind. I know things need to be done...and I'm only one person. Anyone care to go crusading with me? Let's make a difference. It's now or never.

Yipping Yapping Howling and Growling

I hear it all night long and they know to be quiet but insist on hearing me say it before they listen. Are they trained to aggravate or do they just do it on purpose? Dogs! GRRR! :D But, I love them.